YMonday, February 26, 2007
your eyes fooled you
i had a nightmare that i got sawed in half during a magic performance - and the magician scrwed up. yes how morbid. but i have myself to blame for that. few days ago alvin and i were playing around my sister's studio... we tried the "sawing the girl in half" trick. so i had to lie in a coffin-like box, only that my head and shoes were sticking out from the ends. anyways, he stuckthe sharp blades in and... sawed me in half. to prove that point, he pushed the boxes further apart, creating a greater distance between my top and lower half.
it was scary looking at my reflection. how i laughed with fear - or was it glee? haha. even my feet at the other hand could move. it's cool but i must say... the magician who first came up of this concept is quite a sadist dont you think?
anyways i just yesterday how broke i am. i squandered quite a bit of my ang pow money. sometimes when you spend or have too much fun, you just dont realise how fast your money's leaving your pockets. hehz. i got thrashed rather badly at mahjong, been pigging out quite a bit, got the nina ricci scent for my elder sis, and caught a weekend movie (seducing mr perfect) with irene and fel. the movie was not very engaging... surprisingly i think the female korean lead is more adorable than daniel henney (yes he sure has a hot bod and a megawatt smile BUT... i she's really charismatic.)
hmmm.. alrite i should quit before i start sounding lesbanic. hehz. um... wait! no need to drift from the topic actually. i suddenly remembered this vid on YouTube that did touch me. it features a kid who sang of his love for his two fathers. they (the fathers) are gays. yup.
i think the society we live in is still pretty much homophobic. from a religious point of view, homosexuality is frown upon. but personally... i dont see much of a big deal about it. i believe that one's sexuality is not nurtured... i doubt they have a choice. prolly same thing like child prodigies - their talents are something they are blessed( or maybe even cursed) with. it's nature.
anyways, back to the boy raised by two gay men... at a glance it does seem selfish of the gay men to adopt children. it makes the life of their kid hell, being ridiculed and outcasted.
but then again, who am i to judge? for all we know, the gay men make better parents than normal heterosexual ones. the fact that they adopt a kid means that they really want one. heh. then again what do i know.
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