YThursday, February 22, 2007
dance floor
man, daryl didnt make it! ): i actually casted votes for him last night. anyways, leong and i were late when we reached the mediacorp studio just now. our seats got taken up so we had to sit close to the back. which didnt quite matter to me lah. the crowd was like damn high. like scary kind of high.
anyways, the malay F4 group was pretty good. but i dont like the latin dance partners. oh and i particularly hate that botak judge. forever overacting lah. anyways, later we two scooted off to Chun Dao He Pan and i became a young kid again! haha. we took the retarded viking. it was damn damn fun!!!
stupid me was screaming like a banshee. sitting on it sure feels a lot scarier than standing on the ground watching it move. i chickened out after it so we didnt take the ferris wheel. >_<
im stuffing my schedule to the max lately, partly to have fun but also party to avoid someone. he's into me more than im into him. if he hasnt noticed, i keep turning down his proposed outings. sure, he's older, has a job, is nice and sweet but such a bore. hhe does tell jokes but it's not my kind of thing. not witty... and humour is a very subjective thing - somethings are funny for just a short while but it's distasteful when you reflect back.. if you know what i mean.
things will never work out between us. you dont know how shitty i felt when i bloghopped to his blog and found his Vday post about me (no we didnt celeb vday together but he posted a short poem that sent shivers down my spine). sweet but not my kind of thing (i like poems but his has no character). yeah stupid cupid had misfired at someone else too but at least the other one knows how to back off. still, im having a headache. so much for the lucky stars saying that those born in the year of the Rabbit will have good relationships this Pig year.
speaking of Vday... a helium balloon that i got the day after Vday has started to deflate. what i like about it is that... there was this warning sign at the corner of it in small font, saying that the ballon conducts electricity and that it should not be brought out to open spaces in stormy weather. hahaha. morbid thoughts hit me usual. i thought of making headlines - "lightning strikes poly student holding belated valentine's day balloon". hehe. ok bad joke. i treasure my life. anyways, the balloon's just a gift from a platonic friend... vday is afterall, also friendship day!
oh kinda random but dad's telling me to beware of my immediate neigbour next door. he's aussie and not married but dad thinks he's gay cos all his visitors are male. o.O hmm.. i dont know what to say. but it could be true. which straight guy bothers about his flowers? haha whateverrr.
i think the only reason why im so strange lately is that my brain's having a serious burnout. gawd i need sleep.. oh precious sleep!
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