YSaturday, July 15, 2006
it never rains but pours!
yes, that's the perfect idiom to describe my life right now. ive been going through a SERIES OF UNFORTUNATE EVENTS! my bad luck continued yesterday.
it was raining - heavily in fact. as i was walking near the porch of my school, one of my slippers slipped off and went behind me. in a hurry to retrieve it, i spun back without thinking, to find my face less than an inch away from a stranger's. i collided into him. he was shocked. so was i. and so were the people around me. they probably think im a desperado trying to steal a kiss... yup. it was humilating! i think i need plastic surgery over the weekend... i'm serious - there were many many witnesses. it just had to happen at a crowded place... just my luck! really.
to make matters worse, my jeans were slightly damp and clinging grossly to my shins. rahhh. i'll probably get rheumatism or however you spell that before i reach the age of 25. i rushed to the lecture hall but was still late... by 10 minutes. hurriedly passed notes to my friend - seeing him drenched from head to toe (with really sucky wet hair) kinda cracked me up. that's mean but perhaps its human nature to once in awhile look around and see others worse off than ourselves, to get some form of reassurance. it's warped. its wrong. it's crazy. but it just happens.
oh, my third toe's bruised. the lock dropped on my foot couple of days ago. yes, say "yeowwwch" for me. and please say it again one more time cos my friends have been stepping on my foot accidentally. -___-
on top of all these crap, i caught a cold. also, some bugger borrowed this DVD from school which i have had my eyes on! couple of days ago i checkd that it was due on the 13th. so i went on the 14th(yesterday) to find the DVD and to my BLOODY dismay, it's on loan again! ive gotta wait til the 17th. so that was the first time i cursed in hokkien.
that's not all you know. ive been having sleepless nights. my stupid neighbour downstairs... my goodness, they hang clothes out at 1am! so now i know why ive been hearing bamboo noises at midnight. but i really shouldnt have investigated. it's so frigging gross to see my big fat pot-bellied neighbour with just a bath towel around his waist, bending down to take clothes from the washer. urgh. that was such a disturbing sight. i couldnt get to sleep after that. it was totally disgusting.
no wonder they say curiousity killed the cat.
anyway, i got depressed preparing for monday's EPM presentation. i tell ya, i'm quite screwed cos my group has just started DELEGATING work today. yes. delegation only - we havent actualy started on the project! and Hooray, we have like less than 48 hrs. fuck fuck fuck! this is yet another frigging rat race. really. im so sick of fucking projects. i'm losing my headdddddd. damn. last week i was so estactic cos i thought all my projects were over but noooooooo. i overlooked this one. kanasai.
yup. so in an attempt to rid my "negative energy", i did a lil bit of art just now. *blushes* haha.
i "borrowed" Fiq's masterpiece... (Dark Intentions)
and transformed it into... something in digital art form and more girlie. haha.
yes yes. mine pales to syafiq's in terms of depth. im still a noob when it comes to Adobe - i havent figured how to do toning yet so thats why the rose looks really flat. bleah. besides, i havent really put my heart and soul into an art piece for so long. it's gonna take sometime before i can re-ignite my passion for my favorite sec school subject. )':
still i find this piece is pretty encouraging... im already thinking of making it into my blogskin if i EVER find the time to do so. har. i can imagine it. really: the text box will be next to the rose. and those four words - "love, peace, hate, destruction" will be for the intro, the blog, the tag and the links! dang! if only i can find the time.
this is great... i just realised how much i miss art class.
cai was here with you at